to desire is to be a fool

hi all the no life fuckers that read this blog.
lol im an ass i get it.
but u love me even if u hate me u juz love me lol.
k i kinda drank alittle last nite but was too much .
heheheh k what have i been up too
hmmm i water da sch field with the fire hose.
pissed off a few teachers.oyar there was this one teacher that is like damm xtra can,
we had those free period thingys that is actually an excuse for not having enough teachers or having a poorly pland time table,k so anyway this teacher was all like take out sumtin to study i told him i had no books den i was all like im hopeless and stuff i was laughing den he said he was gonna call my mom i was like LOL den he realised he made a fool of himself cuz for those of u that noe my i dun lose hope,i never had any for those of u who noe me noe wad i mean.anyway SCHOOL IS A FUCKING BIG WASTE OF TIME i get more studies done at home.

heres something to think about no venture no gain,but no gain no lost,humans are never happy we always want something we cant have so then what is our purpose in life.there is no right or wrong,no sanity there is no order,this is the world ....messy,we are all born crazy trying to make order, trying to live in this insane world and make something out of it so is it not a fools task to find meanning

hmmm tree in the toilet i had nth to do wth that hehehehs
k so sch started andi realised something .....
ITS A BLOOD WASTE OF TIME lol
kk so today during assembly
when they did the whole prayer thing i was talking den some teacher was talking to me
he ask me wad i was intersted in i was like everything den he asked again i was like nothing.....like im intrested in everything yet nothing lol.
k den during my free period we locked a few sec ones in those pull down metal shutters thingy.
they were like panicking like omg soo funny.
den me and lewis played with the dusbin cover we put in on our head and hit each other with random stuff hheheehheehs den da teacher u noe da one from my assembly was like now i noe wad ur intersted in DUSBINS HAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA,k if it was some one normal it would be embrassing but it was funny i love rubbish and i like to talk soooo,
IM GONNA BE A TRASH TALKER WHEN I GROW UP
like u noe wen u cant beat someone in a verbal fight call me its like being a hitmen but u dun kill them u burn them like u noe those u JUZ GOT SERVED kinda burn hehehhehes.and its my 7 month hehehehhes YAY

ahhh didnt blog in long long hehehhehes

MERRY X MAS PEOPLE
on the eve i met paying and rachel at town this year was fun la but alittle boring no riots haizz
we were playing with those foam spray i sprayed everything from cars to couples than rachel kenna spray like crazy damm funny la.
on xmas day i met denise and the rest at marucs house......
i lost my couple ring......sad ahhhhh but cherry gonna buy me one i feel bad.

we cam whored a little bit hehehehes

hehehehhes

oook tis looks wrong

then on the day after xmas i met cherry
at her house wth the rest of her family
i like kept disturbing her cousin hehehhehes.
we were drinking ,i became a LITTLE tispy cherry became a LOT tipsy so much for staying sober to take care of me.

i love you cherry
lets talk about life again
in life theres is good and bad

life is about struggle
you either rise above it or get crippled by it
its up to you to cry when shit happpens or learn from it

camp hehehhehehes

hello poeple for those of you who read my blog.......
IT SHOWS YOU HAVE NO LIFE
but thanks....
k anyway i was like at camp.
ycs camp the first me and marvyn fought i like threw toilet paper and sprayed him with the hose when he was bathing then i threw the toilet plunger thingy at him.....k i might have gone too far lol.anyway the first thing the did when he saw me was hit me i was like k i was playing so if he wants to hit me fine ,he like back off den came again i was still like ok with it and stuff,i walk into my room and i guess he was making a scene and stuff thats where i got pissed because like k fine i got him he got back at me like ok liao then he still wan more i was waiting for him to do something because i wanted to wack the shit out of him.....but yea cooled down and stuff and i talked it out no hard feelings i hope lol.
after that anto and aron talked to us and stuff ,like in the whole history of ycs ill always make sumtin happen on the first day lol i guess tat was it.
then they anted to make me marcus and marvyn group leader.they were like ben i know you can do it and i was like tinking yea i know i can theres alot of things i can do and stuff,i mean i use to like being leader and stuff but iv changed im more dont care now lol.i told them i wanted to leave the next day because i needed to do something and i lost my mood for the first time in ycs camps.they were like we have faith and believe that you can do it,but thats what i hate
i hate when people think im nice and good i hate it when people expect me to do good i just dont like it,iv been hated soo much iv grown to like it hehehhhehees.so yea i left anyway it was a mistake and stuff i can lead and i will lead sry to those who believed in me.ill prove me self in the next camp.
the second day i left camp and met cherry.
and like the third day i went for camp again
like damm fun la kk hmmm i like played with worms and threw into the girls dorm.
But no one freaked out haizz.
then there was like this thingy we paste a piece of paper on our back
than people will write stuff about our weakness and strengths
and what i realised was i had no weakness,like for those who wrote i was guai lan well its just because you cant talk back to me,and those who said i was disobedient its just because you couldn't lead hehehehhes.
OK PEOPLE,there are no weaknesses its just a strength waiting to be discovered.
so don't care about what people say the only success in life is living it in your own way
i would like to say that camp change my life but it didnt nevertheless
iv learnt things that will help me soo
WATCH OUT FOR ME AT THE NEXT CAMP
k so anyway caroling was like damm funyea miss ya camp people
ill upload the camp pics when i get them hehehehes
AHHHHHHHH can't wait toto see cherry tomorrow merry xmas people

the day the earth stood still was a rip off they were still moving like wtf

oooook watched the show the day the earrth stood still.

i thought it will be some damm good show la but IT WAS ok : (

hehehehhehes i watched it with paying and hong thing (i spell their name wrong but i tink its nicer this way)

i was like trying to find a shirt to wear for x mas but nth nice.

den den den i went to some punk shop thingy there was this pants i wanted to buy i tried it on n

stuff .i was like all ready to buy den wen i ask how much it was i was like wtf la $129

but she brought down too $90

actually da price already quite good but la still ex la haizz

i went trainning hehehes

oook yesterday i met cherry hehehehes ahhhhh miss her ............
anyway i went trainning juz now
like ok la we were running n running and yupps you get it
hehhehehes.ahhhhhhhh i cant wait for camp hehehhehes.......\
nth much to blog leh hehehhes

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